Friday, January 28, 2011

Killed em wit di no!?

It's just amazing to me...

At the end of the day...

What I did...

What I did was...

I said no...

In all my years...

I have never gotten so much grief for doing nothing at all...

I can't comprehend how at the end of the day...

The fact that I didn't do what the rest of the kids were doing...

That warrants piss in my corn flakes...?

That's just ri-got-damn-diculous!

How old are we again?

I'm done with this mess I somehow created by doing not a damn thing...

I've made my efforts to rectify the situation...

But I can only go so much out my own damn way...

I'm tired...

And at the end of the day...

It's not on me...

It's on you...

So...

Sticks and stones may break my bones...

But trust...

Your bullshit ain't hurting me.








Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Blame Game...

"Let’s play the blame game, I love you, more
Let’s play the blame game for sure.

Things used to be, now they not
Anything but us is who we are
Disguising ourselves as secret lovers
We’ve become public enemies
We walk away like strangers in the street
Gone for eternity
We erased one another
So far from where we came
With so much of everything, how do we leave with nothing
Lack of visual empathy equates the meaning of L-O-V-E
Hatred and attitude tear us entirely

Let’s play the blame game, I love
, more
Let’s play the blame game for sure.
Let’s call her names, names, I hate you, more.
Let’s call her names, names, for sure."

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Fact is...

Fact is...

"At some point in our lives, each of us faces the loss of someone or something dear to us. The grief that follows such a loss can seem unbearable, but grief is actually a healing process. Grief is the emotional suffering we feel after a loss of some kind. The death of a loved one, loss of a limb, even intense disappointment can cause grief. Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross has named five stages of grief people go through following a serious loss. Sometimes people get stuck in one of the first four stages. Their lives can be painful until they move to the fifth stage - acceptance.

Five Stages Of Grief

  1. Denial and Isolation.
    At first, we tend to deny the loss has taken place, and may withdraw from our usual social contacts. This stage may last a few moments, or longer.
  2. Anger.
    The grieving person may then be furious at the person who inflicted the hurt (even if she's dead), or at the world, for letting it happen. He may be angry with himself for letting the event take place, even if, realistically, nothing could have stopped it.
  3. Bargaining.
    Now the grieving person may make bargains with God, asking, "If I do this, will you take away the loss?"
  4. Depression.
    The person feels numb, although anger and sadness may remain underneath.
  5. Acceptance.
    This is when the anger, sadness and mourning have tapered off. The person simply accepts the reality of the loss."