Monday, December 15, 2008

Okay I lied... I do have something to say... l0l

As of late... I've found myself being somewhat two-faced... (I mean I like the person and all... But just something just ain't right...) And in doing so... I've been trying to cover up my ill feelings towards a person by being super nice... And just trying too hard to be the best friend I can be... Well... 

It's not working... I mean... This person has done nothing to me personally... But the things this person says about others... And some actions that have taken place... (Actions I'm not supposed to know about... Some people are really open about there lives... l0l) So basically I'm trapped on a fence... On one side... I got "Man this person is really cool peoples"... and on the other... "I'm like damn this person is truely TRIFLIN'!!!" l0l... Ugh... Man... I wonder if this person even as a clue as to all I know... And still I talk to them!!! l0l But really though... I don't see myself doing this for much longer... Especially for a person I only see on occasion... I mean... All that's going on is way to much... And how the hell am I, knowing all that I know, going to expect any different? What makes me so special? 

Hmm.... Nader... Nader a damn thing... l0l... Man... If I didn't have to see this person on occasion... I most likely would have dipped when things first presented themselves as fishy... But because I do... I feel as if I have to continue like I know nothing... Grr... So...

To be Continued...

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