So Disappointed...

Days after the fact... I realized that I have crossed into dangerous territory... I know if I really wanted to go back... I could... But at the same time... I can't... Simply because... I don't want to... I'm not going to keep my mouth shut... I'm not going to pretend anymore that I have a greater grasp on a situation where I know I simply have no clue... I'm not going back to thinking damn... 

What are you saying to me? 

Why do I feel like I'm missing something?

Why do I need to watch what I say when I'm talking to you?

Man... YOU wonder why females are falling all over themselves to get to YOU? Why for some reason they keep throwing themselves at YOU even when YOU say YOU made it clear there ain't shit popping off? It's because YOU keep throwing out false hopes to them... YOU had to have known...

Real talk... YOU must think I'm on some other level of stupid because I can't even begin to believe that YOU have no idea what YOU're doing... Come on now... YOU're an adult... YOU been around the block... I just can't believe that YOU don't know what's going on... There's just no way... I can't even believe I let you fall into the victim role... Thinking "well maybe"... Maybe my damn ass! It's just not possible...

(If I did something that bothered you... You should have just said something... I don't read minds... I can't tell what's going on just by looking at you... For you to just not address that there is a problem with me... But then run your mouth to someone else... That's some bitchassness right there...)

I thought we were cool peoples... Damn... I am so disappointed... And real talk... I'm hurt... I was routing for YOU too... I gave you the benefit of the doubt... And I saw YOU as the Nice Guy YOU yourself claimed to be... My dude... I know you knew... You had to have known... Damn... YOU played me pimpin... But really... I can't say I'm surprised...